ARGH!!

Why?? Why does it have to be so hard?? And why do I let people walk all over me?? I'm so frustrated with Colin right now. He won't open his mouth and get the things he needs from his parents and all he wants to do is mope about. He gets a new job in addition to his job working for his dad and it's not going they way he wants it to go. While I understand his frustration for being called off from work yesterday, I appreciated him being here with me yesterday after my procedure. I wasn't sure how I was going to take Jack out without getting hurt or hurting. And then, to top it off, he gets upset with me. Seriously?? We need to have a serious coming to Jesus talk. I don't know how much more of the moping and piss ant attitude I can take. I love him and appreciate the things that he does for me, but there are times that I feel completely taken advantage of by him. I'm going to enjoy my evening without him tonight. Just me and Jack and all the kitties. Hugs to you all!

Holy Cow its been a while

Wow!! Where do I start?! I flew up to Rhode Island and spent the day with my friend Nancy and Nannette. Got to see some of the sites of Rhode Island and then went and got my old friend Jack back from the ex. It was a long weekend, but worth it. Jack is now with me and living life to the fullest. Although, I don't know if sleeping under a blanket would be considered living life to the fullest for him! LOL!! At least he is not in a crate all day long and getting more exercise. I am very happy to have him with me considering I never thought I would see him again. Ever!

OK, so my other accomplishment is having found someone. I thought for a long time I was tainted goods and no one would want to be with me. But I have found someone who treats me right and enjoys a lot of the same things I do. I get a lot of questions about when I am getting married. I keep telling them I don't know. It's only been 7 months. Is that enough time to get to know someone? I want to get married again and I want to have a family, but I don't want to seem pushy or needy. I am not needy, but I am so bored after work. I want to have something to do. I don't know if going back to school is the right answer because I feel bad that Jack is in the kitchen all day while I am at work. I feel bad for him already.

Ugh. I'm just babbling. Lots on the mind tonight. Hugs to all.