Nothing's changed

Nothing has changed between David and I. We are still moving forward with getting a divorce. I never, ever thought that I would be going through this in my life time. And I can't believe how fast things are happening. I won't prolong the inevitable. It's not worth the heartache. So do you postpone for the sake of thinking it might get better? As of right now, no. I continue to ask him if this is what he truly wants and he says yes. That's the last time I will ask that question. It only hurts more everytime I ask. I guess for me I need more closure on this than what I am getting. He's the one that wants out and I am the one that feels guilty. Am I right to feel that way? Is it right to feel that way? I am so confused. I just wish that I had been given the opportunity to fix whatever it was that was wrong. That's just in my nature to want to do that. But I can't fix what doesn't want to be fixed in this instance. Maybe if the circumstances were different, we wouldn't be getting along like we are. But it is so damn hard. Sure I'm angry with the guy, but I still love him. So, I am still working on me. Please keep me in your prayers during this difficult time.