So, he came to Florida for a meeting in Orlando tomorrow and Tuesday, but came early to meet up with his parents. I was slightly nervous about seeing him for the first time since I left 2 months ago today, to be exact. But after he got here, I calmed down some. He wasn't here for very long and I might have made him mad about a question I asked, but he didn't fight me on giving me what I asked for. I had some things for him that I had found in my boxes that I picked up by accident. But I will tell you that I am so much better off without him. I realized today that he is just a completely different person and he tried to make me change for him because he wanted someone else. He married me for me and now I wasn't good enough for him. Well, I will tell you this, anyone who doles out the crap that he has to me, isn't good enough for anyone. I don't wish him ill will. I wish him all the luck.
As for me, I am doing really well. I have been emotional but have come to the realization that it isn't worth it. I am really looking forward to moving on with my life and finding someone who will appreciate me for me. I want to find someone who will accept me for me and all of my quirkiness.
My job has gone full time temporarily. I am hoping that I can prove myself that I am worthy enough to hire full time on a permanent basis in the short time that it is temporary. But in the mean time, please keep my immediate boss Debbie in your prayers. She has a mass on her ovary and they are going to remove it next Tuesday. If they find the mass to be cancerous, they will do a complete hystorectomy (sp) and she will be out for at least 6 weeks if removed. Bad for her, but good for me, but I don't wish that on anybody!
Hope all is well with all of you! Hugs!!
Sunday, April 19, 2009
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HA! You read my mind and answered most of the questions I emailed to you earlier today... sounds like you are doing much better - I'm so glad to read that! You are always in my prayers - but Debbie is now added to my prayers as well. Talk to you soon! ~Kat
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