*bomb dropping noise here*

things were going so well for me and then i had a bomb dropped on me...what freakin' night!!! i wasn't prepared for this bomb, dropped on me as late as it was. i know that it is never good to drop a bomb on people at all, however, this was just something i wasn't prepared to deal with...especially with what happened 2 months ago today. obviously dates don't mean much to people, this person especially, but damn....did he really have to lie about why things happened they way they did??? i haven't believed much of what he has said since everything has happened, and now, i really don't believe him!!! UGH!!!! i need a punching bag right now! 5:30 a.m can't come soon enough so that i can go walking to clear my head and then get to work to bury my head in work to get this off of my mind....i am so glad that i have a job that i can do that. i hope to be better tomorrow, but we shall see.